Grant me wings, and i will soar..

dear all,

I will no longer be utilizing this space for posts.

my new blog can be found at http://www.eleidess.blogspot.com/ .

Aud sapere.

I kinda miss my hair…the ones that got chopped off.

Things to do:

1. sleep
2. QT
3. hand-wash blouses
4. get a facebook account
5. pack up room : return stuff, reclaim stuff, give stuff away.
6. pack bags
7. shift over to blogspot
8. learn to cook? (gahahahaha! I’d love to see this happen & i’m not talking maggi here!)
9. find someone who needs form 5(in BM) and A-level revision/textbooks. up for grabs.who wants?
10. polish my free pair of clarks. (thnx flowermoonfish n to the one who left it behind years ago =P)
11. detailed check out of map of london.
12. reeeeeeaaaad
13. practise the viooooooooooliiiin
14. more packing.

what are my plans for the week?

• tomorrow : visit seremban
• day after : meet audkmy. meet bro n get laptop
• day after day after : dinner with family friends
• day after that : watching Secret with Charleen

• The following week :  my sis will be down. so will Seremban peeps.
• and so on and so forth
• 22nd sep : I fly.

Dearer one,

There with me throughout the last year, silently. Never pushing..never breaking nor trying in any way to exert your presence. And as I grew, patiently you grew with me. Everybody loved you. 

Yet

I neglected you, I did. Gave you little attention in the morning then some again in the evening. How could I.

Slowly..softly……you..became…weaker.

And..I couldn’t bear it any longer and decided to part, with you.

So that’s exactly what I did. It..it wasn’t an…an act of impulse…this is what I want..

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It’s been a while…about 1.5 days now. I hardly regret it. Rather, I know that with this change, this…this difference for a while..I will learn to appreciate all of you.

But for now

I go where you can’t

So as you lie wasted, somewhere dark, damp and ugly…this ray of hope I give you:

That I will wait for your return. I will.

Rest well, dearer one. For the future.

————————————TO MY waist-long HAIR————————————–

                                                (past tense)

bored.somewhat.

http://youngwriterscamp.blogspot.com/

Exhaustion.

Argh. 13 papers stretched out over 6 weeks may have it’s advantages but it is seriously UN-fun.

Thankfully, the end is in sight. Come 2:30pm, 25 June I WILL be freeeee. wheeeeee…

Friends, thank you for the support that you’ve provided throughout this period. Have a great week ahead.

psst! happy early b’day Doreena =)

Your mercies,

they will never end.

*smiles*

*embraces*

thank you.

hey =)

it’s 12:31am on a beautiful, dark cloudy night, er, morning…well whatever.

me’s gotta wake up for college and a C4(math) test in 6 hours and logic and common sense is nudging me to sleep but my brain is strangely wide awake so i decide to just…blog! yeah!

*pop!* *bang!* *fizzle!* *crackle!* boom!!

talk about overrated excitement. sheesh. get a grip on yourself Ning.

yeah so okay

had decided to finish looking through(i.e.studying) my stats book earlier when Audrey called and i wanted to chat so yeah…there goes my studying period. glad she called though, it’s been ages and we were just randomly chatting about nothing and everything in particular, if ya get what I mean. also i called her back halfway and the conversation went on for over an hour so Audrey darling, you’re making the next call!! nyaha..!

immediately after, i’m online checking out Gen’s blog and all too suddenly a familiar rift played out over imeem - qing tian. loved that song ever since i first heard it but hadn’t come across it for aeons. i was happy. well…still am.

oh by the way notice that my sentences don’t quite run well coz i guess sleep is finally getting to me so i do apologise kay not that i had perfect english to begin with and running outta things to say either that or it’s completely slipped my mind. i think the latter.

so many things happening so little time

want a change

ah geez..exam starts nx mon all the way till 25th june. i’m so gonna flip. yeah right.

sleep

sleep

i generally don’t drink coffee…perhaps i’ll have to tomorrow/today.

_wanting to see you all_

love,

* n i n g

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You’re barely waking
And I’m tangled up in you
Yeah

But I’m open, you’re closed
Where I follow, you’ll go
I worry I won’t see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I’m quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I’ve found I’m scared to know
I’m always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don’t stop here
I’ve lost my place
I’m close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

~Collide by Howie Day

"I don’t wanna fight no more
I don’t know what we’re fighting for
When we treat each other
Like an act of war"

We need more love in the world.

That’s all .

Let me start by saying that this post is not specifically about one thing, but of a few. Also, they’re not necessarily connected.

***

Ah well

nothing interesting’s been happening lately.

I arise

wash face brush teeth untangle hair look in the mirror et cetera

grumble about waking up just 20 minutes short of leaving the house each day(hey! I do a lot of things before I set out! >_<)

grab something to eat[or not] (mostly not, no time)

hear the doorbell dispelling the morning quiet

or

hear the ringtone of my cell

oh no. panic

I rush to slip something onto my feet

rush out the door

catch the bus (I’m pretty sure all the conductors know me and Christine by now)

go to college

enter class

freeze (cold lah)

make noise

laugh

discuss the most inane topics under the sun

exit class

sing a song or two

continue discussions and random thoughts while deciding what to do next(well, I normally end up back home)

come home in the sweltering heat 

bum

bumbumbum

still bumming

STILL bumming

and then

sigh

yes…..still bumming.

After dinner

start completing assignments

waste time

10:30pm

try to continue with assignments..but can’t fight the yawns

set alarm, sorry, ALARMS to wake up at 5:30am so as to complete all work

alarms ring

one is immediately shut down

the other gets snoozed continuously for over an hour all the way till 6:50am

dang

now I really do have to wake up

sigh.

This is going to stop.

***

I’m blessed beyond measure. (No sarcasm)

Am beginning to work out my faith.

Common question : "Can the existence of God be proven?"

ME: "I want to step beyond my limitations."

ME: "Do you believe in miracles?"

ME: "If there is no God, why are we born with an innate sense of good and bad? Or aren’t we?"

scrap that thought. Firstly, you’d have to define ‘good’ and ‘bad’.

***

I miss the siewpao-landers =(

I miss others too

how’s everyone?

***

I wait with great trembling and anticipation

for what is to come.

-carpe diem baby-

I mean it! 

***

Does anyone have the score for Pan’s Labyrinth?