senyuman itu indah…
Thursday, September 28th, 2006it’s nice the way we smile when we’re happy. =)
it’s nice the way we smile when we’re happy. =)
ish..
it’s just one of those days, where everything doesn’t seem to fit in and correlate. allow me to rephrase, it’s one of those weeks.
where everything i’ve done or am doing are not for reasons that benefit anyone or anything….but is merely to satisfy the impermament yearnings of an egoistical indulgence, proving unsavoury after a while. save me
being privileged enough to have met a medley of people recently, i come to realize evermore that first impressions are often the most correct, heed it. second impressions are often overwhelmed by the desire to be accepted and to accept, -hence, its general ‘oh he’s/she’s not bad’- leading to a perspective behind rose-tinted glasses.sucky, no? (Note: these are but my thoughts..as the method by which i formulate first impressions will indeed vary vastly from yours. so yes, u can, will and probably should disagree.=))
the crunch comes when people whom we’ve admired all our lives end up making stupid dumb-ass mistakes that ruin ruin ruin….what? oh, just about everything. so it’s not the best idea to rely on another person for permanence, your foundations get rocked one way or another. make your own life and live it.
i must look up, not down, trust and honour with my whole heart, and
find strength and integrity to lean on. thus far, i have succeeded. so
don’t tempt me. away with u.
finito.