*drip*
*drip*
*splatter*splatter*
*splishes splashes*
for the first time ever, i’m..sitting…..and not enjoying the rain..
=(
.crushed hopes.reality intrusion.bugged.staring.waiting.mystified.bewildered.outstretched.shakes head.what the.
I
love
love
love
the rain
…rain
……rain
love the rain
….loooovvee thhhheeeeee rraaaaiiiiin……
I LOVE THE RAIN……………..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!….
…so much that i’m going crazy coz there’s thunder and lightning booming ‘n flashing all around my house right now.
beautiful.
long to be out there, enjoying God’s splendour.
should i be struck by lightning…t’would be but a trifle compared to the delirious elation and expectation i feel when caught in the rain.=)
rain
fall, fall on me
douse the flames of boredom and inconsequence i face everyday
wind
whip my hair all over (preferably away from my face)
display your strength
bend the trees and fling the leaves like confetti…away…away into the nothingness
show me once again
your vigour
coz i never tire of being with you.
sky..
darken.
let me know that you feel as i do
block out the millions of strewn stars just for now, only for this hour
and broil the clouds
let them churn and travel
that together with the lightning..
..they may form *chariots of fire*..
i continue to long.
Felt like
jotting…so this is a little something from a year ago.
~10th September
2005~
George Bernard Shaw once said: “There are two tragedies in life. One is
to lose your heart’s desire. The other is to gain it.”
…It
is when we reach high to grasp that which we want so much, that we lose sight
of everything else that matters…friendship, love, family. Yes, it is extremely
difficult to put the past behind you and to walk forward wanting to put all
your efforts into a life you seemed to have missed. What we treasured
becomes like dry mist that enshrouds. Sometimes when the past is too thick, you
aren’t able to see what lies beyond, around, above. More often than not, it is
when you want to step out to leave it all behind that you realize there are
certain memories you cannot forget…memories that taught you to live. And you
realise that there are wounds that still aren’t healed. The harder you hit it,
the worse it becomes. It’s hard to say ‘NO’ to the people you love, but I guess
the greatest sacrifice anyone can make is by putting the people we love above
ourselves – putting their desires beyond our own, and remembering that though you
tear inside, it is nothing compared to the tragedy they face…
. 末 .
(scribbled after viewing an episode of .satu pokok gunung.)
that was the past. but the future is inevitable. so there will always be a past.
free spirit. tossed by the wind. burn. perish. rejuvenate. sparkle. fall. heavenwards. desire.
