Grant me wings, and i will soar..

Let me start by saying that this post is not specifically about one thing, but of a few. Also, they’re not necessarily connected.

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Ah well

nothing interesting’s been happening lately.

I arise

wash face brush teeth untangle hair look in the mirror et cetera

grumble about waking up just 20 minutes short of leaving the house each day(hey! I do a lot of things before I set out! >_<)

grab something to eat[or not] (mostly not, no time)

hear the doorbell dispelling the morning quiet

or

hear the ringtone of my cell

oh no. panic

I rush to slip something onto my feet

rush out the door

catch the bus (I’m pretty sure all the conductors know me and Christine by now)

go to college

enter class

freeze (cold lah)

make noise

laugh

discuss the most inane topics under the sun

exit class

sing a song or two

continue discussions and random thoughts while deciding what to do next(well, I normally end up back home)

come home in the sweltering heat 

bum

bumbumbum

still bumming

STILL bumming

and then

sigh

yes…..still bumming.

After dinner

start completing assignments

waste time

10:30pm

try to continue with assignments..but can’t fight the yawns

set alarm, sorry, ALARMS to wake up at 5:30am so as to complete all work

alarms ring

one is immediately shut down

the other gets snoozed continuously for over an hour all the way till 6:50am

dang

now I really do have to wake up

sigh.

This is going to stop.

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I’m blessed beyond measure. (No sarcasm)

Am beginning to work out my faith.

Common question : "Can the existence of God be proven?"

ME: "I want to step beyond my limitations."

ME: "Do you believe in miracles?"

ME: "If there is no God, why are we born with an innate sense of good and bad? Or aren’t we?"

scrap that thought. Firstly, you’d have to define ‘good’ and ‘bad’.

***

I miss the siewpao-landers =(

I miss others too

how’s everyone?

***

I wait with great trembling and anticipation

for what is to come.

-carpe diem baby-

I mean it! 

***

Does anyone have the score for Pan’s Labyrinth?

To release, is relief.

To dream, is bliss.

To know that there’s someone far greater in control, is to accept things as they are, not denying that I too make mistakes and have fallen short plenty of times.

Life’s dealt with me, and I with it.

I’m free.

*smiles*

*laughs*

"Life must be lived forward, but understood backwards" ~Søren Kierkegaard

Moving on

Gen, Tian, Yoong, *Bobo, Lyd, Aud, Cal and all you people out there!!

I wanna see you!

*Gen:I’m wondering if I should go see you before I leave and since my mom loves the place…hmm. (deep in thought)

*nyahahahaha

After A-lvls, I’m moving over to blogspot.

Oh lord, you’re beautiful,

Your face is all I see,

For when your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me.

I want to take your word and shine it all around.

But first help me to just, live it lord.

And when I’m doing well, help me to never seek a crown.

For my reward is giving glory to you.

Oh lord, please light the fire,

That once burned bright and clean.

Replace the lamp of my first love,

That burns with holy fear.

I want to take your word and shine it all around.

But first help me to just, live it lord.

And when Im doing well, help me to never seek a crown.

For my reward is giving glory to you.

Oh lord, youre beautiful,

Your face is all I see,

For when your eyes are on this child,

Your grace abounds to me.